I wanna talk tonight
until the morning light
about how you saved my life....



I'm trying not to cry these few weeks because it's senseless. Nothing can be changed. Everyone will be gone soon and I need to spend time remembering and enjoying what's left.

Just kidding. That's bullshit. I'll cry everyday for the next month lol

Today I sent out thank you cards to all of the teachers I've ever had, except aguilar (because she retired and c'mon it's aguilar) and buenaventura (ughh!). I spent extra time on the three teachers that mean the most to me -- Lauer, Kwan, and Crabtree. I still haven't given Crabtree hers, but Lauer cried and Kwan got all gushy and it made me really really sad to realize that I won't be able to see these women, my role models, who have taught me so so much and have shaped my life and made me a better person. I feel so grateful towards them, yet utterly depressed about leaving.