eeee I graduated today! Today is like, the day that defines stuff not being in my control. My mom got a black eye today lololol. And then she forced me to go to the salon, threatened to not attend my graduation. my older brother was busy, so he left me stranded at the salon for a while. then my mom forced us to eat. then at graduation the worst thing happened: my family was locked off from the field. everything seemed like a blur, I stopped listening to the speakers when I found out my family wasn't there. And when I walked up, it was nice that the csf row was screaming for me.. but I just felt like walking was pointless with my family not there. They were there though lol. "ninja'd" in. I tried to take as many pictures with people as possible... but everyone was too scattered :/ Also, I had a gradnite planned, but Helen waited till the last second to tell me she had other plans. I'll wait the ten years to find out what I think about this day, and hopefully a sense of accomplishment washes over everything else.