Friday, March 26, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY VOONG!!

9th



Lol. When we planned to bomb you. LOLOL. I still laugh at this. We said we were going to take pictures, and at the count of three, we started spraying you with whipped cream and had it all on video! Too funny. I would've cried if you guys did that to me, and you said you wanted to cry too. Sorry, but it sounded like a good idea before XD XD. So sad my youtube account got deleted, because the video is lost forever!

10th



I knew not to trust Kevin. LOL. And when I look back on this day, I'm very happy I could do this for you :) It was a fun day. That was a year of awesome parties!

11th



And our last surprise. You mentioned sushi once and I just knew :) LOL I remember the first thing you said when you saw us was "I WANTED TO BE ALONE WITH KEVIN!" Oh well. The sushi was goooooooood!

Sorry, no surprise this year. I think everything's so lazy this year. Nothing epic has happened yet. But I really do hope you enjoy your birthday babygirl. 18! Officially older than what many of the characters on TV claim to be.

note: sorry this is kinda crappy. I have no time to organize, because I have no time to think of what I want to convey, but I hope the message gets through to you :) :) :) I loooove youuu!

I know I always say this, but it's hard to get into our story without starting from the beginning, so aha. You were the first person I interacted with in Kindergarten. I wanted to sit on the front of the rug and you turned around and glared at me and that's all I remembered. I also remember we were a girl named Serena's friend, we were part of a "crew", but you never liked me and you were a stinking bitch. LOL. But then, I think we started to talk more in the fourth grade, when we sat next to each other, and I remember some fun times. I remember how you always had like 50 pencils! Ahaha. I can't believe it's been so long.

I always think of middle school as bad times, because most of my experiences were so overwhelmingly bad. But I think the reason I'm strong enough to look back at them at all is because of you. I am who I am, because of you. I learned so much from being your best friend in middle school, and still being a good friend today.

I remember how, even back then, you were still very nice to me in sixth grade. And because of Helen probably, we were able to stay friends. And then when all the stupid drama happened in 7th grade, and how we were all being stupid with a lot of stuff, how whenever I did something overwhelmingly stupid, you would tell me that that part of me wasn't all that great. You were the only person that ever told me what I needed to change about myself, and I loved our friendship so much that I wanted to be better. And you made me better. And I decided a long time ago that you're one of the people I consider to have the best intentions towards others.

I used to think I was so smart. That I could figure the world out on my own. I didn't trust anyone in middle school, because I was always afraid to be hurt. But going through middle school, seeing how you handled everything, I learned so much from you.

And it's funny, because you could have easily been the most popular girl in school -- and I still believe it. You could be friends with everyone. But you didn't like that, you liked having close friends, you liked having only one boy. I could have gone that way, I could have cared about what other people said and cared about what other people thought about me, but you were someone I wanted to emulate, and you showed me it was better to not care. I owe who I am to your guidance. You were like my role model, always the better person I wanted to be. You're also probably the reason why I believe kids can be in love, or believe in love even, because I watched you wear your heart on your sleeve, watched you get hurt, and watched you sacrifice so much in your relationship. You have so many admirable qualities, and that's why I was willing to follow you. You always stood up for me to other people, and there were a lot of times where you couldn't trust me, but you always stayed friends with me, and I felt that it was because you believed I was a good person.

And you're always so nice to people. So inclusive. You always make me feel like I belong. Like I remember one time in eighth grade, when I felt like I didn't fit with Kimberly and Vivian always talking about brands of shoes, and I was lonely, I told you and you spent the entire day with me, just talking to me and making sure I wasn't lonely. I needed that and I love you for it.

It was fun when we took drawing together. Such a learning experience! I'm still bitter that you're better in conte crayon! LOL. I feel like with you, even if we're not omgsuperclose, there's a comfort. Like we're family. Like no matter where we meet, we can pick up where we left off and still have the same relationship.

You always used to bring up people you used to be close with and you used to be so sad about how you don't speak to them. And it's clear that we don't talk like all the time, I don't even call anyone just to say hello anymore, and that's sad, but I remember all the fun times we had, and I really appreciate how we can still talk just fine :) How you still consider me, like how you always offer me food >:P ♥ You're so sweet haha.

So giiirl. I hope you have a great birthday. Tomorrow. Buffet. Breaking my three-week diet for you :) And it's going to be your last birthday in high school, and who knows who'll be around next year -- that's too sad to think about. I'm happy to celebrate you, because you deserve attention, you deserve recognition, you're such a great person. I cry just thinking about how much you've helped me grow, and I owe a lot to you. I hope you're happy, because you deserve everything. And I hope we'll still be friends forever and ever, because I really want to play mahjong in the future :]

I love youuuuuu

LOVEEEEEE, MAGGIE♥




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